Where's Blackbeer?

Whistle
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Anyone heard from Tom recently?

I’m missing him, one of the gentler souls in our community.

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I’ve noticed that, too. Maybe he’s just spending time with his horse more during the warm months.

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Holy smokes you guys you have touched my heart.
Deppression is a weird thing and it is why I live the life of a hermit. I never know when it will hit or how deep it will be, or how long it will take to climb back out of that abbys. War and blood lust usually send me spinning and I realy dont communicate to well. I have therefore tried to loose my self in the flute and music and my cridders. Cant say much more then that. I just can`t go back on the drugs. Thanks for your concern and I will try and get back into the swing of things. :roll:

Tom

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It warmed my heart to see you post again, Tom. I was getting worried about you, buddy. Welcome back.

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Bless you, Tom.

It’s nice to hear from you again. I wish I could offer more than words, because I know you’ve suffered. Please take care of yourself. You matter to those of us who have come to know you.

Best wishes,
Jerry

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Thanks. I always seem to let go of the most important things when I get this way.

Tom

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Good to hear from you Tom, hang in there.

When things seem bleak you need to go to the things that lift you, and music and animals are great things to have, they give so much and ask so little in return.

I hope reading some of our silliness at C&F might help you too! Check out Tygress’s Blue thread, some great jokes, even I had to smile!

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I just now read this thread, Blackbeer and I have to say I totally feel what you’re going through. Severe Clinical Depression is the most terrible thing on Earth, and I’ve been fighting it forever too. It’s a battle you’ll never win but you can always fight it and there are times when you just don’t want to fight it and you forget about everything and you don’t see it getting any better, but it ends up getting better anyway. You never ever expect it to, but it just does. You have my sympathy.

If you ever want to talk about being mental and self destructive behaviours I’m here.