I once taught an adult tinwhistle student who’d been playing 3 years or so and didn’t yet sound very good. He’d hit a low plateau early on and just never got any better at rendering a coherent tune. He kept asking me to “make him better”.
Yet each week, as I tried to show him basic ornamentation techniques, he would go on and on about how ornamentation wasn’t necessary to play Irish Traditional Music. How it was just “showing off”.
Excuse after excuse after excuse rolled out of him, apparently so he could justify in his mind his continued desire to not learn these ornaments. His desire to not learn to properly play the music.
No matter how many intellectual arguments he made about ornamentation, it really all came down to Fear.
The better I got to know him, the more this element of fear came to the fore. According to him, he wasn’t very successful at anything he wanted to do in his life, from work to personal relationships.
Learning the whistle (and not learning it well) was just the latest symptom of trying to do something he liked and not doing it well.
He embraced the failure. He let failure and fear define his whistle playing, his self-identity, his life.
The fear of being the best he could be, the fear of pursuing new creative paths, the fear of letting himself become deeply immersed into a thrilling sensory world of sound that could positively change his life and the lives of others.
Ornamentation is part of the grammar and expressive language of Irish Traditional Music. If someone’s afraid of making the effort to employ ornamentation, they should ask themself, why are they bothering to play at all?
Fear needs to be added as Number 8 on The Seven Deadly Sins list. It’s an illness. We all have it to some degree, and the key to living a sane human life is to eliminate it as much as possible from everything you think and do.
So start with what you can control.
Start with your tinwhistle, that simple little six-hole tube you use to breathe out your essence into the world. Cause that IS what you’re doing when you play.
And what You are you putting out there?
A You that’s tentative and afraid of stepping “out of line”?
Afraid of what “people might say”?
Afraid of being “a show-off”?
Or a You that boldly explores to the fullest the tinwhistle’s capacity for challenge and innovation and self-fulfillment.
No doubt about it, ornamentation is a tough skill to learn and get right. So is tying your shoes, learning to swim, being a parent, making informed choices about who you vote for.
Banish the fear. Don’t make excuses. Learn your ornaments.