It’s been nearly 4 years since I started playing whistle and attempting to learn Irish music. Last year at a old-timey/bluegrass concert here in town I realized why I have such a hard time. It’s not learning the notes, it’s not learning the ornamentation.
When I listen to the music we in the States call old-time or mountain music and bluegrass or especially when I’m at a festival, concert or jam my mind sort of expands. It’s hard to describe but it’s like my essense of “me” goes away and my conscience becomes a part of everything around me with the music at the core. To say I “feel” the music is inadequate. It penetrates to a level beyond feeling.
When I listen to Irish music performed by the masters I hear that very feeling in their music. I can tell they’re not just playing notes but something is coming up from somewhere else. That “essense” is what’s missing from my understanding and playing of Irish music.
It’s understandable why, when people ask questions on the board like, “how do you know when to put in a roll”, or “how do I know if I am fitting in at a session”, the answers are so varied. How can you explain something beyond explanation?
I never tried to aquire or learn how to feel American old-stuff, it just happened. So, is this soul-depth identification with a kind of music something we are born with? Is it something so deeply associated with our cultural experience and cultural memory that attainment cannot be artificial? Is it something we learn?