For me, music is about connecting.
Sometimes I can read through a score and feel a connection, a sympathetic touching between what I am feeling and what the music is doing. But often the coldness of the page obscures the connection. Hearing the tune again in a session revisits the music, perhaps openning it up, seeing and feeling how it serves what’s going on. Since most session tunes are played in sets, hearing the tune again is also enhanced and refined by the other tunes preceeding and following it.
If I hear someone play the tune who’s connected to it, playing it from their heart and soul, it brings the tune alive. Weather it’s in a session, concert, or an event performance. Often a good performance makes it easier to recognize how a tune can expresses what I can connect to.
Some tunes open up, only when attached to a initial significant event: a wedding, a funeral, a meeting of old friends, a crisis of identity, a youthful bit of rebellion, a boistrous bit of carrousing, a few moments of flirting, the calm after being scared witless, the congelling of rage after witnessing an injustice. The event gives the tune depth and connection, playing it afterwards, brings again the surge of those emotions to bare.
Some tunes don’t come to life until, they’re given away. The lullaby played to a sleeping infant after hours of cholic. The slightly naughty but romantic dittie your widowed great aunt blushes over, as you play, having heard she has a new boyfriend. The tune played for your daughter at her wedding. The song you sing for your dearly beloved at your wedding reception. The lament you play for your neighbors to mark a common tragedy. A bit of fuzzy foolery to entertain a mob of toddlers.
I still read scores, playing them in my head, like an encrypted message that I’m trying to find the key for. Sometimes it comes on its own, sometimes it comes later in hearing, playing, or giving.
For me it’s how I enjoy my music, here’s hoping each of you …

Enjoy Your Music,
Lee Marsh
[ This Message was edited by: LeeMarsh on 2001-12-14 16:49 ]