I’ve been playing whistle now for something just over 5 years. For the first few years I picked up what I could, and practiced in my own fashion. For the past few years I’ve gotten a bit more focused and serious about the process by taking lessons from someone whose music I admire, taking advice from some people on the board that I trust, and practicing some habits that I had an idea would be useful.
I know my repetoire has expanded; I know I’m more likely to hit the notes I intend to hit than I was earlier in my playing. But last night I had a sweet experience. There was a gathering of friends for a BBQ, and it included three professional musicians who played melody lines (whistle, dulcimer, fiddle), three other backup musicians (guitar, percussion and a bass) and me. There were about fifteen people listening. In the past this would be a nervous situation for me because the people listening were ‘actively’ listening, there were only a few instruments and I wouldn’t be lost in the mix, and I was playing with people whose opinions I valued.
And it was a beautiful night. I had fun and wasn’t self conscious. I played duets with PV and Aodh Og. I backed up Ox singing The Band Played Waltzing Matilda. We played with the June bugs settling on our hands and moths against the light. I wasn’t totally note perfect, but I was happy with the sound all night.
Just being able to play decently under those circumstances and come away feeling as if I added to the night is a grand feeling.