At 57 years of age, I have had to learn many new things in my life that I didn’t specifically wanted or needed to learn, but wanting employment I had to do it.
I didn’t have to learn to play the flute. I am a decent whistle player, and better bodhran player, twelve years of both. At times I teach beginner tin whistle and bodhran. Why then did I decide two years ago to play the flute.
I am in some way still asking that question. Maybe a natural progression, maybe being the butt of everybody elses jokes about bodhran players, although I set them right right off the bat in demonstrating that I know my instrument and the music.
The flute (mine is Burns Mopane in D) is the hardest thing that I have ever had to learn. I had no teacher. Reading, posting, more reading on this forum and others, hours and hours of listening to flute music. Days…weeks…then months of almost angry frustration with it and that was just with the mechanics of it let alone trying to play a tune.
But I decided that it wasn’t going to get to me, it cost me $1,400 CDN and I am to stubborn to let that go by. I hung in there and measured my progress in small increments … holding and balancing it correctly one day while I worked on my embrochure, making more obscene sounds than a musical note/s. Next day my embrochure would work, but I couldn’t hold it still long enough to play a scale.
Then with discipline that I set for myself, slowly ever so slowly it started to come together. Hitting the embrochure without fishing around for it with my tongue, the bottom D coming easier all the time, the second octave starting to sound more like it should and finally a recognisable tune.
Then slowly another tune with the mechanics starting to settle in the background as if every nerve and muscle was starting to identify with other pieces of anatomy that yes I am playing this instrument..get use to it!
This past Tuesday night at our session, I surprised myself by trying jigs/polkas/hornpipes and some reels at speed. About 80% of the time I made the tune at speed with the others. Yes there was mistakes and flubs but it was there! Two of my mates said so.
I practice two to three hours a day every day! I have come to love the instrument and the sounds that I am making with it. Practicing is more rewarding----playing is beyond words for me…a real natural high.
So you want that natural high again—back to practicing, listening, reading and posting.
I am very happy that I made the decision to put in the hours with this flute. And since there are very few flute players in my area, I am working at becoming the best at it… be the best you can be,has always been my motto and my drive in everything that I had tried, the flute will not be different.
But it was the hardest thing that I ever had to learn. Would I do it again? I really don’t know. Will I learn another instrument…bought a second hand guitar earlier this year…why…why…why…I really can’t tell you.
Learning something on your own, that was a struggle to begin with then seeing the progression towards actually being competent in it is very rewarding…Natural highs are addictive…so you want the challenge just to see that it wasn’t a flook and that you can really do it.
Now how does that chord go!
MarkB