edit - wait, just kidding
Before anybody brings it up, I feel compelled to say why I deleted about 50+ of my own posts and edited a lot, probably close to a couple hundred, a few nights ago. It was out of sudden paranoia and frustration with lots of different things, internet addiction being one of them.
I now realise having so many posts read ‘edit’ makes me look very shady (as if I’m actually not, lol), or like I have something to hide, but it was really because I hate being here, but can’t make myself not be here.
But there’s really nothing I can do about it now. Blah.