Our back yard is a bit of a cat graveyard. A couple of mine, and city-dwelling friend’s Siamese.
I am sorry for your loss, it is never easy. Our four legged, no legged, winged and finned companions are so much more than simply pets, they are indeed ‘family members’ and their passing is no less easier to bear than with any other family member.
Remember the good times and cherish them. There is a higher reason for why our lives are enhanced by the prescence of our little companions.