I seem to have more problems trying to pick up violin again than I did ever starting it in the first place. I really need a teacher, to show me what I am doing wrong in person. Since I can’t afford a single lesson at the moment, I’m asking for any ideas of where I’m going wrong on my own:
I’m constantly catching myself with a collapsed wrist, I relax as soon as I notice, but this is happening almost every other note, every other second.
My hand aches after 5 minutes of playing, particularly in the thumb and left side of my wrist, I am putting a great deal of pressure on the left side of the violin neck with my thumb. I’m using a shoulder rest but my body doesn’t seem to want to hold it up, I’m accidently relying on my left hand to hold the neck up at the same time I am trying to use it to to stop the strings.
I can’t seem to hold attention, if I relax my wrist, I focus on that, and my shoulder slips. If I adjust my shoulder to hold the violin up, my fingers take the weight and press down on the fingerboard, moving the body of the violin. I have great difficulty with attention in general, and restarting an instrument after years of not playing anything, I think I’m too old, or I am just out of my league here.
I’m in a really frustrating cycle, practice is not practice, it’s me adjusting all the bad posture I’m using, and falling out of it once I want to concentrate on another problem. I know what I’m doing wrong, but I can’t seem to stop doing it. So, what I am looking for here is any practical advice, or practice ideas for tackling these problems one at a time, I just don’t know where to start!







