Does it actually exist or have I lost it? 
Yes, that forum exists. And youâve lost it. The two arenât mutually exclusiveâŚ
Dude! You are getting me severely confused here! 
Okay, to find the forum with this name you have to scroll down extra far on the index page. I think itâs still called by this name. The forum was called Chinese Opera-Mississippi Delta Blues Forum for awhile. Todayâs new topic is goodâgospel-barbershop-lounge. But havenât had time to investigate. I have somehow gotten involved more in Yodeling-Industrial Fusion.
Man, now we have a thread with the same weird title as a whole forum. 
Oh, I know itâs there. I just didnât think it was real.
real what?
Oh, you mean âlost itâ as in âlost your mindâ. I think. 
Oh dear.